Look at the blue sky. WOW…How small I am!!!
And suddenly I feel like to standing up to see forward my sight, struggling to get other chances and shouting in my heart “yeah”. Do I need give up now? Definitely no. I am able to try and try till I feel satisfied this situation. For a moment after I took exam, I could not control my mind which was immature like a person being afraid of any circumstance around the real life. And I got lost in the intricate maze. The more I kept that way, the less I could have a chance to recovery for stepping up. Merely I was playing by myself without looking around anything.
But I realize that it is good to go back one step to see from the other sight, which is wider scenery than keeping on a narrowed stray. It is as if driving a car slowly would be more possible to see beautiful women passing through you, waiving their hands than a faster driving. And you could talk with your friends which girl was your favorite and could enjoy talking more fun. So is my surrounding. Let’s go more slowly if I felt a fault and think well, reviewing what wrong I did. The conflicting in my mind with real happens sometime makes me feel damned. But after conflicting deeply as much as I could by either stopping walking or slowly, I could see a different thought coming up from my mind. And I feel clearly trying one more time, which is the best way to go and have a fun.
Is it a good life to feel no pain? Needless to say No. how can you feel the happiest moment? It is right after either conflicting or fighting in your mind for a long time till you are back to straight. Then after you would like to appreciate yourself being with beautiful scene, friends, family, god everything beyond any reasons.
Our life has been continuing to conflict forever since we were born like the wheel of like…but it is no doubt that the life is still enjoyable.
I love my life.
